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01 December 2011 @ 12:23 pm
 
Sorry, this is going to be a kind of rant-ish entry, but right now I just can't help myself because I'm feeling too irritated. I usually don't let random unimportant stuff get to me, but I do have an extremely sensitive point when it comes to unfairness. Yes, whenever I sense me, or any other person is a victim of injustice I just fire up from the inside or something, I honestly don't know why.

So yeah, by now you probably suspected that I was the victim of something like this, haha, and not only me really. I'm too tired to describe everything in details, but there's this girl who spreads super exaggerated truth lies about other people to make her feel better about herself, or rather, to make others feel like she's some kind of a saint going through so much stuff ~all alone~ (except for a couple of friends she whines to, really *sarcasm*). So of course, some of the people she complains to actually believe everything because, well, they're friends and she is pretty good at faking being nice, if I do say so myself. This is when everything gets really awkward and even upsetting at some points, because I barely know those people, why do I have to constantly fear they have some kind of agenda against me just because they're her friends? Maybe I like them, maybe I want to get to know them better! But no, apparently, my sins are too big :'D The funny thing, her endless troubles are reversed, if anything. Nevertheless, I'm very grateful to her friends who actually didn't believe her, even though I can't judge those who DID believe her. So... I think I explained all this really badly, sorry! I guess I just kind of wanted to let it out, haha. I'm not going to say who I'm talking about (because, sadly, I can't step down to her level), but I believe it's still pretty obvious to those invloved, especially her if she sees this entry.

... now I feel like mentally hitting my brain for letting her stuff get to me and whining afterwards, lmao. Then again, I feel so much better now :)
 
 
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Tama-chan ♥: Soubi and Ritsukamoonchild10 on December 1st, 2011 11:47 am (UTC)
It's hard not to let these kinds of things get to you, isn't it? I mean, the people who do stuff like that aren't worth your time, but it's really (REALLY) hard not to fret over it anyway XD I totally understand, and I feel where you're coming from on this. And I'm glad your rant helped you feel better, too <3

I'm sorry you had to go through something like that /: people who do things like that are so petty, and you're an awesome person who doesn't deserve to get caught up in all that.

And also, it's been way too long since we've talked, so... how have you been otherwise? :'D
【Natalie】// 春野サクラ ☺ heart shaped box: 「animanga」 england → if love takes overpinkified on December 2nd, 2011 04:13 am (UTC)
Yes, exactly D; Haha I know, now really I wish she thought I wasn't worth her time either and stopped with her ridiculous whining to her friends already :'D

Thank you so much for your support! And yes, even I think I don't deserve this... from her, especially, haha.

I've been good overall, how about you? :)
Breyzy and Yin Girl: Breyzy: ...why is this so bittersweet?breyzyyin on December 1st, 2011 05:19 pm (UTC)
I'm actually not sure what this is about, but please don't feel like hitting yourself for letting something like that get to you! *hugs* I honestly think anyone would be irritated over something like that from what you've described...it would be hard not to be, even if it does seem kind of random or unimportant in the grand scheme of things. I'm glad that ranting about it helped you feel better though! Sometimes just getting to vent can make a huge difference. ♥

~I hope everything *else* is going well for you though (and that this will all pass really soon!)! XD
【Natalie】// 春野サクラ ☺ heart shaped box: 「animanga」 futaba → once upon a starpinkified on December 2nd, 2011 04:09 am (UTC)
Thank you very much! ♥ You actually DO know her, but I think she didn't have a chance to go on a whining session? xD Which is very good, honestly, haha.
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【Natalie】// 春野サクラ ☺ heart shaped box: 「animanga」 madoka → goddesspinkified on December 2nd, 2011 04:07 am (UTC)
OH MY GOD YOU ARE PERFECT AND I LOVE YOU WAY TOO MUCH NOW. This was just I wanted to hear, seriously. I kind of felt like I was the only one going so worked up over such stuff, which resulted in me thinking I'm idiotic and forever regretting this entry, haha. BUT YOU MADE ME FEEL DIFFERENT, THANK YOU ;~~~;

You described my feelings so well that I can't even think of much to add here BUT I sure hope karma gets to her and gets to her good or I will be forever disappointed in karma. Oh wait... does karma get to perfectly selfless and good people such as her? D:

In a way though, I think her being online is even more irritating because I simply couldn't care less what her friends thought if they were irl, I could avoid them easily and everything BUT HERE. I see her and her friends all the time, though mostly here. I can't go to any comment page without seeing her write something along the lines of "ohmgosh sweety this is so good I am crying over here!!! ~^0^~" ...and yes, I can't stand the word "sweety" or "dearie" or "hunni" NO MORE
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【Natalie】// 春野サクラ ☺ heart shaped box: 「animanga」 kobato → indecisivepinkified on December 2nd, 2011 08:38 am (UTC)
Yes yes ♥ Although you're a thousand times more awesome than me BUT THAT ONLY HELPS OKAY, BALANCE LOL

Seriously, thank you so much for this ;~; I'm so glad someone understands that! Because, okay, it might sound a little rude, but as much as I like polite and composed comments and everything, all I really need at times like these is people FEELING THE SAME WAY i.e. being pissed off about this bullshit haha
How can I not feel better after such huge support? :'D

Sadly I usually think karma only works when it comes to me B-BUT SURELY IT CAN'T ALWAYS WORK THAT WAY okay now I'm not sure if I'm feeling positive or not about it rofl

I actually had a feeling a lot of her friend list was kinda tired of her, as well, because at first it might sound sweet and cheery and supportive, but later on it just gets old and a couple of nice words against a wall of text about her own problems... well, you know, haha. If she does I'LL CALL YOU AND WE'LL BRING HER DOWN and I'm only half joking right now lmao

(yep, same! I can't waitttt ♥ and is yours the same, as well? I WILL FIGHT WITH OUR POST)
عقرب: resident evil 5゜grimoire on December 2nd, 2011 07:19 am (UTC)
Random comment but wow, you're such a badass lmao. This is so accurate, A+ for you.
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Ashlee: Joker x Harley [Around You]anomalytically on December 2nd, 2011 11:54 pm (UTC)
I don't understand why these type of people exist, but I am sorry that you're going through that (hugs) I'm dealing with the same situation also and it's really hard not to let these type of things get to you, huh?

I'm glad that you feel better after posting.